ELIN's Blog

Monday, December 28, 2009

Freaking tired right now,just came back from relative open house. Although just a small n simple party,but it's really a unique opportunity to make all of us meet together.Frankly,we r rusty n less connection with dad's side relaive,even we r cognate but don't know each other name. Sad case.

But this the 1st time feel we r close n warm ,but still hv a little 'knot' between all of us.Mayb we r shy to communicate with each other.Make it best next time! (=

Ok, i think again this will be a long post about my last week. Last week was the super buzy week.

1st of all,Winter Solstice last tues. i think most ppl didn't celebrate this festival at all,but i like 'Tang Yuan' very much!

Homemade colorfull 'Tang Yuan'

except the pink 1 all all was the natural dyes,pandan for gree,pumpkin for the yellow n ubi for purple.Wow,3 layers 'tang yuan',actually it is same taste just the colour different =.='' n my sissy punya Babi 'tang yuan'...haha...

N Chrismas at the Fri.

Sadly cant celebrate or countdown for this year X'mas. Remenber that we were dame expect X'mas coming, Nanny's house will decorate nicely n play the X'mas song every day,the X'mas atmosphere is so damn good,n sure will looking forward for the present under the chrismas tree when we r a child.The cherish memory....

But since they move back to Penang we never celebrate X'mas at all,because we r not christian.

Has a little suprise for the guy,here it is!

Taadaaa

~~'Moldy'~~ Chocolate...haha...

Go Shirlyn's house to do it,

look not bed right?But the taste....too sweet for me la.

Guy,sry because it really a super simple gift,cause i really no any budget,this month really over over over limit already,sry.

n i think it was 1st time handmade gift, im not a romantics n wouldn't hv the idea,this means my tiny change.=)

Here we come my cousin Wedding Ceremony,

Congrat! Congrat!

i think i can feel the joyful atmosphere around us.

i be the bridesmaid for she n her sister be4 this too.I just remain my last time,i don't want to be a lonely elder...hehe...but who will be the last huh?Shirlyn?June?Goon?or Cutie???haha...

Cute Rachel Chen,who interested can add her FB...haha...

1 years old baby also hvFB account...dizzy@.@

Self-shoot

Arrived home,Y i always cam-whole in he wash room huh?

k,make up not my expertise,im worst in make up!

especially the fake eyelashes.

Wedding Dinner time,

1st time prepare at the restaurant be4 the 'show' start. Yeah,i think wedding dinner just like a show tell the whole world that "We R Married!".aversion.But it still a special experiance.

Just very few photo,coz hv a professional photographer to take pic,just await for it la.haha...

Cam-whole on-stop!

Grandly Recommnded:

1st time addicted with the animation movie,n it really really great!

like the night scene at Pandora!

i like colourful! i lke luminous!

The story line also attract me.

Warning to protect our green our wrld.

N also allude sinister of people : For the sake for ends justify means.

It is really AWESOME!!!

MUST WATCH!!!

Friday, December 25, 2009

“然而横冲直撞被误解别骗

是否承认的世界背后总有残缺？

我走在每天必须面对的分叉路

我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福

爱总是让人哭让人觉得不满足

天空很大却看不清楚好孤独”

一首很久以前就很喜欢的歌，很有意思的歌。

最近到底干嘛？莫名其妙就会down.假期应该很闲的，却把自己搞的好忙，可能这就是反效果吧。对，某些人的行为举止很反感，不想理不想睬，甚至相像火山爆发那样爆出来.可是那又怎样？我明白天下没有白吃的午餐这道理同时也体会到世界上是没有‘公平’的.'公平'这两个字到底指的是什么？不明...对！付出的努力从来都不会得到同等的回报.有些人天生就是好命，有些人天生就是劳碌命. The world is never fair.

我又迷路了，为什么我每次都这样？对，我是没有一样可以做得比别人好.没有一样....

或许真的是我把自己关在钥匙洞里吧，看什么都是小的窄的，就是那么的看不开，小气，倔强，不服输，不轻易相信别人，对，就是我。什么时候学会戴起面具的？怕别人不接受真的自己所以伪装？不懂....都不容易告诉别人自己心里真正的心里话，藏着藏着，会有一天会吗？但是如果这样大家都可以开心点有什么不好咧？

每个人想要的都不一样，物资上，金钱上，精神上，我很贪，都要，适可而止就好。

是时候好好提升自己了，不管在什么方面. 对手就是自己，一定要打败！

只有让自己做得更好才不会觉得输！

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看开点吧。要学会不拘小节，有些小事当没发生过就好啦.

大气点吧。忍忍忍忍常人所不能忍！

累了。可以停下来大哭一场，够了，再继续。

加油吧！

够啦，对自己发完牢骚了.睡觉去. =)

Sunday, December 20, 2009